yes. at a bloody 4am in the morn.
and its not i didnt start early on my work.
just had screw ups and hence. yeh.
i almost cried coding just now.
really buay tahan lor just now.
so now im taking a small break.
i need a break from coding 24/7 for a while.
so im here blogging.(:
i ate kinder surprise today!
haha. THANK U for the children's day present. :3
WHOOTS!
i shall return u a kinder surprise for
your children's day present.
MUAHAHAHAHA.
i got a lame toy but its ok. (wings. goodness.)
he can join sharky on my table.
LOL.
kinder surprise gives toys that really "SURPRISE" me.
im like "oh wow. this toy is so anticlimax."
alw make me so excited to see a kinder surprise then
when i open alr, is....@_@.LOL.
i realise im feeling much happier alr.
yes its stressful.
esp the battleship game,
which is CURRENTLY STILL
dying on me, which i have yet to go and
收拾残局。。。
but i feel myself slowly feeling much better.
maybe not totally.
i have this amazing ability to be self delusional.
but i can feel im definitely much better.
less upset.
less bothered.
maybe im finally letting go.
its prob cause ive been jolted awake from my
delusion. and maybe cause lalamon has been scolding
me for msging him. D:
but its good la. i know. (:
and i suddenly realise my frens are more
worth my time,
worth my effort,
worth my attention on them.
at least, or to me,
most of them do appreciate me for who i am.
wun really force me to do things i dont like
myself doing. (usuallyy....)
and wun make me feel like im so not impt
im worse than the ant on the floor.
and wun say things like "i dunno what to do"
when the pieces of me are broken and cracked
all over the floor.
its not as if there wasnt good times.
but sometimes i feel.
he is more delusional than me.
@_@
he has a even stronger ability to sweep things
under the carpet and leave it there.
that day i msged and he said he was not upset
anymore (i wonder if he even was upset)
i was totally #_#.
like thats fast. ok.
ok. i shall command myself to go back and code.
i shall stop slacking.
